Hopeful

I'm so tired of the emotional roller coaster I've been on for 2 years now. I love my husband so much but I can tell he is not ok these days. I only wish he would let go of his pride and get help, whatever that is. Being a single parent is truly hard. I feel so sorry for women who have to be single parent's, this job was not created for singleness. It should be a joint effort but these days he seems to be doing more damage than good. The girl's cry a lot and he has a very short temper, which is not my husband. This has been going on for about 8 weeks or so. He'll do good for a few days and be himself then he falls backwards. It is so hard to deal with this but I'm trying my best.

A Thoughtful Day

Well, today I found out that Barack Obama is our new president. My heart ache's. This man is so liberal and is against everything I stand for. He believes in killing babies, he believes homosexuality is ok, he is a man who makes me wonder, what has happened to America. Oh, how I'm contemplating this country of mine. How confused and blind our people are....even so called christians. Christians are supposed to be Christ like, how can you vote for a man who goes against what Christ has taught us. How can a "christian" vote based on their pocket books and not their moral's? How can you call yourself a Christian when you vote for a man who will run our country based on what HE believes not what God's word teaches? Don't you realize what is going to happen to this country? So what, IF, you have more money in your pocket when the world around you is going to melt morally right in front of your eyes. Oh, my heart ache's, I'm soooo confused. Where are the TRUE CHRISTIANS OF JEHOVAH, YAHWEH, our Creator of goodness and morals? Where are you? Are there any out there?

A thoughtful day.......hmmmm.