Hopeful

I'm so tired of the emotional roller coaster I've been on for 2 years now. I love my husband so much but I can tell he is not ok these days. I only wish he would let go of his pride and get help, whatever that is. Being a single parent is truly hard. I feel so sorry for women who have to be single parent's, this job was not created for singleness. It should be a joint effort but these days he seems to be doing more damage than good. The girl's cry a lot and he has a very short temper, which is not my husband. This has been going on for about 8 weeks or so. He'll do good for a few days and be himself then he falls backwards. It is so hard to deal with this but I'm trying my best.